Oh happy day

Thank the Gods I finally got my laptop back!!! I also found this great writer's website that I will be using. I realize now that I have been spending way too much depressing time on those damn dating sites, why do I feel like I have to look for someone? Someone will eventually find me, I am deleting my accounts on any dating sites and I am going to put all my energy and focus into my family, my schooling, and I want to start writing again. I feel so blessed to have all that I do. I realize I am actually very lucky and should appreciate it more.

5/11/2010

In two more days I will be 25 years old. How depressing is that? Very depressing for me. I am 25 and have nothing to show for it. I live with my parents, share a car with my father, have 3 kids by 3 different men, I don't have a job. Wow. What a loser. I feel like I haven't really done anything with my life. I am going to school, but still, for christ's sake I will be 30 in five more years and I haven't really done much with my life. I am still single but I am in love with someone. It'll never happen though. I guess I am just having one of my low days but sometimes I just can't help but be depressed. I don't have a whole lot to be happy about.